♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
i thought i was strong enough when i told you im fine.
but i guess im wrong..
and i cant believe i actually told you how to please her,
when it cuts like a knife inside.
tears just kept flowing the moment i woke up.
and i wished i had listened to the rest,
to put all these to a stop, to throw tantrums at you, to show attitude, to scream at you, to scold you, to question you, to..
but i just cant bring myself to do it.
you asked me why after so long im still not seeing someone else.
how do you expect me to answer?
that i still see a future for us or that i simply just cant let go?
and i most probably gave the most retarded answer one can ever give,
just to keep my pride and to put up a strong front.
it has become a habit to know you more day by day.
and because the more i know you, the more i know you are one who will not look back.
the only thing i can do,
is to learn how to kick that habit away..
i wish someone could hear me,
and understand the pain im going through.
wiping away the tears in my eyes,
telling me that no matter how reluctant i am to let go,
things will only get better,
because it just will..
and somehow i wish my cousins didnt fly back to australia.
because if they didnt, i'll be spending my weekends with them.
playing as hard as i could,
throwing all sorrows aside.
and somehow somehow i wish i could just collaspe and forget everything on earth..
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
