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Monday, January 15, 2007

9:03 PM

havent been blogging for the past 2 weeks. too busy with work and meeting up with friends during the weekends. and yesyes, my dear SVG can we meet up please? :) u girls are badly missed! evie and trish too yea? MEETUP.

spent the past 2 days at my granny's place. my cutie cousins and the super-cute-ah-yi are back in singapore for hols!! shall upload all the photos soonsoon when i get them. *hint* so much fun and laughter playing with the two cheeky monkeys. morning pillow fights, bangbang soldiers we are, origami sessions, piggyback rides, heart-to-heart talks, cuddles hugs kisses and so much more! im back to my childhood times! :)) JOSHUA and JOEL. imissyou!

*snap fingers* but all these are temporal. i only manage to chuck you aside for a short short while. i tried very hard not to think about it. i held back my tears and pretend nothing happened at all, but i just cant get you outta my head. why are you always such a disappointment? all these while i've been trying to catch up with you. but every step you take towards the future leaves me falling off behind. sometimes i wonder, am i blaming you for not stopping to take a look back at what you've missed out. but i guess it doesnt matter anymore.. and yes. i am tired. i am tired of your selfishness. i am tired of all the nonsense im given. i am even tired of loving you. i am tired of trying. tired of failing. even tired of crying. now im convinced. very convinced. that all that had happened was nothing but a fallacy..