♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
6:23 PM
oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
i'm getting old and i need something to rely on.
so tell me when you're gonna let me in,
i'm getting tired and i need somewhere to begin.
im upset and i dont know why.
im crying and i dont know why.
you seem to be the only one in my mind who can calm me now.
take long walks and laugh at my speech.
you miss talking on the phone with me, i miss your voice.
i promised to text you everyday, you said i made you smile.
you've been here to cheer me up these days, but not today.
and just when im about to slip away in silence,
you appeared.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
1:44 AM
'just do it make a wish (:
because i want your wish to come true
it's not often i notice a full moon
so i wanna sing a song to it
to accept everything that you say
(: because i believe a full moon, is a listening moon
to top it off with a sky so clear.'
thanks. (: that was really sweet of you.
and i'll find out what you did after i told you my wish.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
12:10 AM
one week break next week!
((:
but it's for us to complete our projects.
pfft. so it's nothing much to be happy about.
HAHAHAHHAH.
my pile of homework's getting higher and higher!
might as well just bury me with it.
did the stars paved the way that night?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Saturday, September 22, 2007
10:29 PM
the stars are a miracle, they showed us the light.
exclusive and crazy, you named me right.
kiss me again, we both want.
you hold me close, with the smell i love.
and on your lap i slept like a baby, for i found the peace i longed in me.
orion's belt when we bite.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Friday, September 21, 2007
1:55 AM
sleep sleep.
I NEED SLEEP! ):
eversince school started, i havent had my sufficient beauty sleep.
i doze off standing in the train, drawing uniteresting stuffs, replying messages at night yada yada.
pfft.
and im thinking of shifting out.
because i need some time alone,
away from the pressure
away from the nagging
away from them.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
9:12 PM
and so you made me think.
the past few days seem like forever.
it was the most tiring week, with never-ending surprises.
darling evie always says, things happen for a reason.
so tell me what's the reason now.
i used to badly wanna be independent because i wanted him back.
and old memories with others somehow changed me subconsciously.
so when you told me im independent,
abit i was quite taken aback.
in the past i would, but i cldnt explain why i wasnt happy to hear that now.
maybe because it upsets me that i've been trying too hard to be someone else, which i managed to achieve by blocking out my feelings and emotions.
with the living examples around me now,
im afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone.
even afraid of getting my heart broken.
and it definitely doesnt help with the unexpected conversations with you and you.
unpredictability.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Saturday, September 15, 2007
9:52 PM
i dont know what's wrong with me these days.
i get upset easily over little things.
and im in sucha lousy mood almost everyday.
abit every night.
it was cute of you to tell me im having my period now when im not.
and it warms my heart a little to know that you're still there for me to turn to.
thanks for cheering me up with the random topics. (:
i guess it's the homework that's draining me out.
and so i wish im being showered with more love,
particularly yours.
but looks like i should just forget about it.
your actions showed it all
and my silence is the answer.
i miss you. you're being missed. missing you. miss me.
though i had never admitted it to you at that time,
seeing those messages made my heart skipped a beat.
do it again for me, will you?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Friday, September 14, 2007
12:42 AM
i watched one leave without a word.
but then i had another to cheer me up.
what just happened?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
12:18 AM
sonia's birthday dinner with my favourites at nydc! ((:
yayy! she loves our present!
hahahah it's been a long time since i had so much fun.
art museum, drawing classes at marina square yada yada.
all the stupid bitchings and things we did together.
I LIKE!
abit i feel weird at times.
but yet i dont know just how to tell you.
if only i can turn back time or erase all unhappy memories.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
12:16 AM
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SONIA DEAREST! (:
school's so much more fun with you around!
loveloveLOVEYOU!!
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Monday, September 10, 2007
10:03 PM
yayy to the 100th post!
hahaha i've never been such a frequent blogger until recently.
so let me yaya abit first. TSKTSK.
and and,
i've finally did IT! ((:
manda baby, you're a brave girl too!
i love school. i love school. I LOVE SCHOOL!
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
12:45 AM
im stuck here.
i dont know if i want to step out or not.
i wish for your presence still,
when it's hard to tell what's real
from what the world just wants to preach.
and i yearn for what belongs to us,
but it feels like nothing is for certain
and that nothing comes for free.
i had you, i lost you.
i found you back, i misplaced you somewhere.
and now im scared.
because i remember where i've left you, but im not sure if i should pick you up again.
i would really love to.
but i dont wanna wake up some day having to find you again.
because we both know you're not here to stay.
i miss you.
tell me if you do.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Friday, September 07, 2007
9:31 PM
ROYCE CHOCOLATES!
my favourite! YUUMMMMMMMMM.
*licks. I LIKE! ((:
i've spent more than 200 bucks in less than a week on shopping.
and more to go on monday when i add a little spice to myself.
so better book me fast before i spend all my moolahs
and hafta stay home to feed on air.
HAHAHAH.
for now, it's off to chomp chomp!
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
9:14 PM
im tired and sleepy and moody.
and im having a bad headache.
)):
i've got like tons of homework and i really need my beauty sleep.
why now.
i just managed to push it outta my mind
and now you're back to stay.
im stubborn.
so will you please?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Monday, September 03, 2007
10:03 PM
EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED.
i like that. (:
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Sunday, September 02, 2007
5:32 PM
i tried to smile my tears away
i tried to keep my cool
all but one more door gets in my way
i feel like such a fool
trampled and beat out
my heart just wants to bleed and stop believing in me.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Saturday, September 01, 2007
2:33 PM
WONDERS OF MACBOOK! (:
hahaha i got a little too bored drawing.
so i ended up taking photos.
dont mind the messy hair!
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
12:55 AM
can we turn back time and be like before?
im allowing myself to think and miss you when i shldnt had.
and that makes me miss you more.
which totally suck.
because im crying without reasons.
and the tears just wldnt stop
