♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
and so you made me think.
the past few days seem like forever.
it was the most tiring week, with never-ending surprises.
darling evie always says, things happen for a reason.
so tell me what's the reason now.
i used to badly wanna be independent because i wanted him back.
and old memories with others somehow changed me subconsciously.
so when you told me im independent,
abit i was quite taken aback.
in the past i would, but i cldnt explain why i wasnt happy to hear that now.
maybe because it upsets me that i've been trying too hard to be someone else, which i managed to achieve by blocking out my feelings and emotions.
with the living examples around me now,
im afraid of stepping out of my comfort zone.
even afraid of getting my heart broken.
and it definitely doesnt help with the unexpected conversations with you and you.
unpredictability.
