♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
10:52 PM
im so tired. my body's aching. and im still sick.
homework's piling. i've got not much time. i want to hide.
3 hours plus of sleep everyday isnt getting me anywhere.
im cranky. im whiney. im easily annoyed.
someone gimme some love pleaseeee.
i want to whinnneeeeeeeee!
)):
ONE week to a week's break.
THREE weeks to MY BIRTHDAY.
FOUR weeks to review week.
FOUR weeks to holiday.
funny how im not looking forward to my birthday.
maybe because i dont wanna turn 19.
maybe because when it's here, it means review week's near tooooooo.
or maybe because.. i dont know?
ohhs well.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
6:44 PM
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
5:45 PM
four days.
FOUR freaking long days.
nightmare's over you are back! (:
at times i wonder if all these will last.
sweet nothings. runaway plans. endless nights.
so simple yet it meant so much.
so much so it made everything real.
a second chance. a second story.
will there be more chapters this time?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Monday, October 22, 2007
8:46 PM
'we go rob a bank first get 7digits then run off.'
yes.
we'll do just that.
watch Ocean's Eleven, Twelve and Thirteen and come up with the best flawless plan.
and we'll be away from here, away from everything else..
if only.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
7:46 PM
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
7:22 PM
its saddening to know how people close to heart can be so disappointing at times.
or maybe i expect too much from them.
or maybe..
we arent that close afterall.
i havent done much during this weekend. spent most of the time sleeping.
cough. flu. sore throat. fever. cramps.
im sick and dying and needs some loving oh!
)):
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
10:14 PM
im sick. im whiney.
my throat hurts.
the coughing made it even painful.
and im feeling feverish.
so much of being strong and 'i'll be alright by tmr' shit.
shower me with loovveeeeeeeeeeeeee!
):
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
1:17 AM
it's really comforting to know that there's still someone amidst the ongoing changes among people.
things are so unpredictable.
so much so that friends can become strangers overnight not knowing why.
im tired.
and you're right,
it's silly that they arent thinking about it while i am.
but because i value each of them, that is why i care and am affected by it.
ohhs well. what more can i say.
yeaps. crap not for that we could go on a holiday.
to maldives.
phones thrown aside so we'll have no outside contact with anyone.
skinny dip and sunbathing.
all in the magical world of the sea.
in fact.
anywhere in the world with you will be the best getaway.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
9:14 PM
i am so tired of what's going on now.
so suffocated i wish time could stop for me to breathe.
people come and go i no longer know who i can talk to.
i just need to let out everything, cryscreamwhinescold.
but it's so hard.
so hard to find someone who will listen with a true heart.
because people either have no choice but to listen to me, or just so they can add it in their gossip list.
it feels so terrible and pathethic to know you have to bottle up everything because you can trust noone no more.
and i have to fake a smile time and again, put up a strong front time and again.
because of one wrong decision.
it made everything so awkward and superficial among friends.
i feel so sick of all these shit in the recent months i need someone to fall back on.
but the past made it difficult to step out of my comfort zone.
excuses. i know.
or maybe i jus wanna run away and be alone.
because im afraid of getting hurt.
when will i stop pinching my nose to sleep?
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
10:06 PM
okay hi.
i think i need more sleep.
and shower my palm with love.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
10:39 PM
and at the end of the day, we all just wanna be loved.
at times i really wish there's someone to lean on when im about to break down.
someone whose shoulders i can lie on,
someone who listens to my whining with a smile on his face,
someone to wipe away the tears at night..
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
4:34 AM
i never thought i would be affected, yet i did.
i kept going through what you said, i kept going through what i heard and what i saw.
but i really dont know which to believe im sorry.
because seeing is believing, at least to me.
and sadly what i experienced changed my impression of you.
im not making the effort to clear it or find out the truth because it's gonna be never-ending.
so i guess this is the only way out for now.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
1:48 AM
im supposed to be doing my paintings for my 2D homework. but im so tired i need a break. in fact i dont even feel like doing it anymore. i just want to go to bed. pfft. and tomorrow's a freaking long day. 9am to 530pm. and i've only got a half an hour break yay. i'll most prolly die of hunger.
on a lighter note, i've got no sch on friday! HAHAHA. so at least the long weekend's something to look forward to! especially when im finally meeting up with the besties after sooooooooooo long. double yay! ((:
where are you?
so nice so real i wanna continue dreaming.
and if time and fate permit, we'll play like there's no tomorrow!
so dont promise me anything.
let the magic do the talking..
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
1:25 PM
we count in silence and stop when the lines meet.
we bicker and point fingers to annoy one another.
we sit and watch our treasure being taken by men in blue.
we seek for other hideouts in the midst of all giants.
we play in anticipation and sulk when we lose.
we snuggle in a tunnel for two and allow the moonlight in.
we sleep like a baby only to wake up with smiles on our faces.
and no, dont quit this addiction. (:
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
12:45 PM
it's amazing how after all that had happened, you still have the cheek to text me and ask if i've moved on.
let me tell you this.
eversince the day you denied about whatever that had happened whatsoever, im over you because you're not worth my time.
and im not to be taken for granted, come and go as you wish.
because you're not anything and everything to me.
so stop it. you think too highly of yourself.
im okay with building up that friendship again.
but anything more than that, i suggest you find someone else.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Friday, October 05, 2007
1:02 AM
my lovely lynntan rambutan bentan.
we'll miss you like there's no tomorrow.
is there any way we can keep you by our side? ):
stayovers, groceries-shopping, camwhoring yada yada.
and there's so much more we've yet to do together!
promise you'll come back for long hols.
promise you'll send long emails to us.
promise you'll remember all the fun we had.
because WE LOVE YOU and i know you love us too..
you're the only one who keeps me sane amidst all the stress and problems.
for i feel safe in what belongs to only us.
i refuse to think about anything and everything.
all i wanna do is wait for you to cheer me up with that one message everyday.
because reading your text make me happy.
♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
11:26 AM
busy busy busy im so busy not.
i've got loads to do but i dont know where to start.
im just lazy la. HAHAHA.
okays! so it's confirmed!
im going osaka and bangkok end of the year yay!
josh and joel will be back in singapore for hols too yay!
three days of chalet fun with handphones in the safe double yay!
one month of semester break is NOT ENOUGH.
i want moreeeeeeeeeee!
i've read it over and over again but i still dont geddit.
i like the way you put it though, at least it sounds nice to me.
HAHAHAHA! okays la im slow.
so will you tell me please? ((:
