♥ .A little magic. A little fate.
what am i trying to do.
the words are all choked up in my throat
suddenly
i dont know what and how to put it across.
i looked at the message you sent
dated a week back.
had i not logged in with another lappy
i wldnt have seen it.
it hit me that you've tried.
you actually did.
after i told you how distant i felt.
yet i've been sulking and complaining the whole time
that you didnt text me on that same particular day.
and what if you actually did made it that night
but i missed you because i wasnt there.
it pains to know that you've never allowed me to walk in
or maybe i've never really tried walking in.
because only till you got pissed drunk yesterday
did you tell me how much you hate about all the hassles ard.
am i that insensitive a lover
or are you tired of having to constantly assure me.