hear me out.. i whispered

2009-04-02T19:20:00.001+08:00

Goodbye Blogger.

2009-03-29T22:10:00.002+08:00

The quiet ride out was reflective, and there will be, much organising and sorting out to do after this three torturing weeks.

On a lighter note,

Happy 22nd Birthday, Darling Evelyn!
I owe you a date, and that I promise. Be good and study well for the coming examinations as of now! I've pretty much said everything in the text I've sent out on the dot at 12mn, so till we meet, much love. (:

2009-03-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

From cracks to blots.

It's upsetting every single time my phone lights up. Sigh. The liquid crystals will soon engulf the entire screen.

So much for giving up my seat to a mom with two kids and a baby pram. ):

2009-03-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

I drove Daddy's car today. AWESOME!

And, I miss the Boyfriend I can't wait to see him tomorrow!
(: (: (:

2009-03-21T00:00:00.003+08:00

The boyfriend came by in the early afternoon intending for a good tan before we head off for the Adidas Sale, but we (together with my Bro) ended up at the gym and by the time we were ready for a swim, the sun's gone! So we soaked in the water for no more than an hour and we're out.

Oh. The Adidas Sale was crazy! I can't believe everything was almost wiped out by the time we reached - on the first day of the sale, on a Friday afternoon. Don't these people have to work? :/ There goes my hope of getting a pair of running shoes. Hmph.

All in the name of good o' fun.
/Because I suddenly am so free now, I do not want to touch on any school work, it explains the mindless photo editing that I've engaged myself in..

My heart-shaped prawns over dinner. Heh!

It's only the beginning of the weekend and I'm enjoying every bit of it already! Okay maybe not EVERY SINGLE BIT, but yea you get what I mean. Let's just hope I get to drive Daddy's car for the very first time to my Gram's tomorrow! (:

2009-03-20T01:34:00.002+08:00

My long awaited week break is finally here! As much as I'm getting motivated to do my work, it's always good to do them own time own pace without having to travel to school and glare at my lecturers.

But the boyfriend will be busy with all his assignments and project meetings (sadly, I will be too) and then the weekend's burnt, meaning I won't exactly get to see him much. Boohoo. Maybe it's good. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

One week week break.
Three weeks of school.
Four weeks more to term break. I CANT WAIT.

2009-03-18T20:18:00.005+08:00

I am thankful, for all that you've done and given in since Day One..

I Love You. As always. (:

2009-03-17T01:18:00.001+08:00

Someone. get me. outta this.

2009-03-15T20:52:00.010+08:00

This weekend was rather fulfilling, both physically and emotionally. I'm loving it! (:

Friday was the opening of Tiger Translate Museum 2009. Being the ambassador for the campaign was quite an experience, though we weren't exactly VIP Ambassadors and we do not need to mingle around promoting the event, it was REALLY FUN engaging with the people and the activities! Food, Beer and most importantly, Art. Catch the three other girls at the put on Museum at Atrium@Orchard. It'll be running for ten days, till the 22nd March!

All thanks to Liyana for the opportunity!

She has all it takes to be the door bitch of the day. *winks.

Adding on to our collection of footwear, Dr Martens!

I'm too lazy to get my scanner working in order to scan in the rest of the polaroid photos, and I doubt I'll ever get my hands on those shots snapped by the various photographers that night. So this is all I've got!

The Boyfriend came to pick me up after the event saying, 'Call home and tell Mummy you're not going home tonight.' and surprised me with a little getaway for the night. Did I mention before, I LOVE SURPRISES! :D I simply adore quality time spent together. Heh.

Saturday afternoon we hit the IT Fair, Funan, and then back to the IT Fair. I think I'm getting old, because my legs were aching after walking just around City Hall area! Gosh. I am in need of exercise!!! Feeling so very unhealthy. ):

Anyway, no prize for guessing why we were back at the IT Fair for the second time squeezing through the crowd. The Boyfriend bought himself a new toy, a HP Laptop, which he set his eyes on since I don't know when. I knew that was gonna be the outcome after selling off his previous laptop on Friday. :/ Now the excited boy has both his favorites - his HP Mini which he purchased last week and the HP Laptop which will be delivered soon enough. Need I say more?

He's my cutiepiezx. ♥

2009-03-12T00:18:00.000+08:00

happy 9th monthsary, b!
I Love You. <3

2009-03-11T17:40:00.000+08:00

PASSED!
I am officially a legal driver. (:

2009-03-04T02:17:00.003+08:00

The major deadlines are over. I can finally take a breather. The past week had been a torturing one, it got me so depressed that giving up was almost as option.

Butt's right, I'm lacking something to fight for, and so everything seems to be a chore. I NEED to start finding the motivation to do well in school.. But that caught me thinking the whole night as well. What exactly am I fighting for?

I've no idea where and what I'll be doing in the future! As much as we have our perfect dream plans in mind to carry out after we graduate, and the desire to be successful in every ways, I am nervous and worried. I don't want to fall. Yet I don't feel the force that's keeping me going.

Wens, we have to make it come true. Okay?

2009-03-04T01:31:00.006+08:00

and so i finally had the time to blog!

this post is late, but nevertheless
HAPPY BIG TWO-ONE, TAN SIMIN! (:

because we never fail to surprise her on her birthday every year,
she kinda expected us to 'appear' on this very day.
(urgh. van, we need to come up with something new next year!)

anyhoos
im very very sure she had a great deal of fun on monday, 23rd feb!
dinner and then Giraffe,
because we didnt know where else to chill at
(we ought to go there one day. all six of us.)
talk talk laugh laugh drink drink
birthday cake, birthday present, birthday girl! :D

i bet she was wishing for 20112011 to come.
MUHAHAHAHA! ben ge, *hints hints.

twenty one already! open present still like a small kid!
love it? hope you do! (:

for the rest of the night, the shutter just kept going!
not gonna upload every single photo but here's some to share!

my dear sisi, hope you had a great 21st!
we hearts you many many many many many X infinity!
seeing the lovelies always leave me smiling no matter how tired i am
crazy moments, bitching session, laughing fit. gosh.
we have so much in common, yet so different!
(:

2009-02-22T23:39:00.004+08:00

and so it's no week break for me, lessons as usual
they're eating my supposedly perfect week break with the boyfriend.
sigh.
all the deadlines seem to pile up oh so suddenly
i hate it i hate it i really hate this!

i just want days like today everyday..
even though it's just a simple weekend out with the boyfriend and the folks
settling for random places on the go, with the fresh air and the sun
then snuggling in bed in the late afternoon
not having to worry where what when is due later tomorrow or the next
damn im starting to have the same mentality as my brother.
no. no go.

doesnt help when im missing you badly, love. ):
happy pills, happy pills, happy pills, i need you!

2009-02-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

so little time, so many to do!

how about,
so little time, so many to do, but no mood to do at all?
i feel so miserable i really wonder where all that motivation went.
SIGH.
half of the time you see me sulking
else i'll be dreaming of the weekends because then i'll be happy.
school's driving me nuts it's getting me all so depressed
i dont wanna blog already
i just wanna screamwhinecrysulkpouts.

):

2009-02-16T21:10:00.008+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day baby. Our first of many many together.. I love love you.. (:

our first of many many together
me likey the way you put it (:

dinner at Bather's and Giraffe after
it was a simple one, but exceptionally romantic
maybe it's because of the quality time spent together (:
oh oh. dinner was yummylicious!
i give 5 stars! what say you?

the boyfriend suggested to do something randomly different after dinner
something that people wouldnt do on Valentine's
but we couldnt think of an activity at that hour
so a drink with nice music was what we settled for
(: (: (:

thank you, love..
I Love You. many many! (:

2009-02-12T23:03:00.002+08:00

happy 8th monthsary, b!
I Love You. <3

2009-02-09T01:07:00.002+08:00

deadlines deadlines and more deadlines
im suffering from school blues no longer monday blues
nothing can take away my misery
i am only looking forward to the weekends and the special dates
i dont even have the usual project week break to look forward to
because school suck balls
they wanna squeeze my pea brain dry
i aint no superman
kthxbye

2009-01-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but I really dread going to school these days.
I just want my holidays.

I hate school!

2009-01-18T16:23:00.021+08:00

gooooood morning world! :D :D :D
im in an exceptionally happy mood for no rhyme or reason
and i wanna do so so many things today even though it's kinda like 4ish in the afternoon.
prolly at the end of today i'll sigh and say i didnt accomplish much BUT IT'S OKAY!
because the thought of wanting to do so many things now is motivating much!

first thing on the list is to upload all the backdated photos.
so here goes!
(it's gonna be a series of photos. dont choke!)

Christmas Day 08 with the lovelies!
Minds Cafe with the girlies and boyfriends can never be more fun!
im looking forward to Chinese New Year already, and all other events/gatherings that are gonna follow after!
you guys just bring so much fun into my life! :D

Jurong Bird Park
the Khoos are back for holidays!! :D
and the boyfriend and I have been spending quality time with them. heh.
i cant quite recall when was the last time i visited the Bird Park, but it was an amazing time this round!
running and fooling around with the cuties to gluing our bums to the seats on the tram ride to made up stories and pee competitions for the boys,
my baby-sitting date turned out more like a play-group excursion with my aunt as the teacher and us as the kids!

he goes, 'i wanna take ugly photos of korkor eric.'
but hey Josh! we caught yours too! :D

look at Joel's expression. he looks so darn cute i wanna squish him!

dim sum buffet and Hong Meng's 7th birthday
with the family, it's always eat play eat play laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh!
especially when you put all our mummys together and all the crazy cousins together,
you need to shout and scream when talking to one another in the house.
that's how loud we are. and i think it runs in the family.
(nette, i know you totally agree with me! and i bet you're enjoying your birthday bash in Bintan now. im jealous you're not bringing us so you know what to do the next time!)

this is random. they just look way too cute.

90 minutes train ride to JB
with only an hour of sleep before we set off on a train ride with my folks
im surprised we didnt chew each other's head off due to the lack of sleep
since by the end of the day i was already a grouchy whiney girl who wants nothing but her bed and his uncomfortable nose was giving him a helluva sniffing problem.
instead, the boyfriend was being all so sweet i only wanna love him more!

we combed three shopping malls, had countless meals,
(or maybe it's because we ate a whole lot of different food it creates an impression that i had various meals. :/ )
fell asleep on every shuttle bus ride almost immediately after the bus drove off,
and i dig our Levi's 'One Love' tee! hehe. (:
we both kinda randomly decided on our own beforehand that we want us both to wear that top.
coincidental or telepathy i dont know. but cute. like totally!
(: (: (:

told you it's gonna be a long post.
and while uploading the photos, i've already thrown out half of the clothes in my wardrobe.
im gonna go have some dessert now before i carry on with those on my 'to-do' list.
tomorrow's monday, the start of the week.
but im soooooo looking forward to thursday because then i'll see my boyfriend! (:

toodles for now, happy girl's signing off!
xoxo

2009-01-12T01:24:00.001+08:00

happy 7th monthsary, b!
I Love You. <3

2009-01-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

please take good care of yourself, i'll see you in two weeks' time, tanner and with a clean shave.

i miss you already, kiddo.. ):

2009-01-03T13:00:00.000+08:00

first thing first, HAPPY 2009! :D

i know i've promised photos but heh.
im really so very lazy to upload photos because.... im just pure lazy. :/
anyhoos here's some of the vietnam photos out of the 1000+ i've taken!
the rest with the aussie kiddos will hafta wait. (i already said im lazy!)
or maybe i should have a new year resolution that goes,
'i will blog more often, and by often, i mean everyday.' HAHAHAHA.

thank goodness for internet connection in all the hotels am i able to talk to the boyfriend every night.
13 days had been really long i was a whiny lovesick girl, forever chanting 'i miss my boyfriend i wanna go home *pouts.'

Hanoi
a lot of sightseeing done, love the weather and long car journeys = NAP TIME.
and i must say this hols trip brought my brother and i closer
i think im gonna miss him when he joins the island of greens next week. ):

Ha Long Bay
a night stop over. we had good seafood for every meal. YUMMY!
please tell me i've put on weight. *fingers crossed.

Hoi An
honestly, i prefer the beach we went to at Phan Thiet last year.
or maybe because the weather was crappy. drizzles and strong current just aint to my liking.
but i must say the resort rooms are super big and beautiful!
so boo the weather, no beach photos.

Ho Chi Minh City
city city so very dusty, shopping was killing not much to buy there.
prolly except for food and souvenirs. their market is crazy!

finally.
that's all for now i need to rest.
for whatever reason the back's aching still whenever i breathe. boo.

2008-12-22T10:42:00.002+08:00

I AM BACK! :D

but it's gonna be a busy December end till school starts.
photos soon i promise!

2008-12-12T08:31:00.001+08:00

happy 6th monthsary, b! <3
I Love You. and I Miss You so..

9 more days!

2008-12-09T12:58:00.000+08:00

byebye people
i'll be back in 13 days!

im so gonna miss you, b. ))):

2008-12-04T17:19:00.009+08:00

my long awaited surprise birthday celebration with the boyfriend! :D

thank you for planning a special and unforgettable celebration for me,
thank you for the extra time, effort and sacrifices taken amidst your examinations in search for a nice dining place and food details taking into consideration of my likings,
thank you for the presents, thank you for being you,
and thank you, for loving me.

because you're the best present i can ever ask for..
XIE XIE NI, WO AI NI! *mwahs.

thanks to darling evelyn's recommendation,
my sweet-toothed boy brightened up instantaneously when he saw his present.
Oreo truffles with extra thick chocolate coating!
because i know he loves it so. (:
CHOCOLATE ROCKS OUR SOCKS!

dinner was at Marriott's Pool Grill Restaurant.
very nice romantic ambience,
a pity there was construction going on opposite blocking out sunset view.
but my perfect dining by the pool with the boy i love! :D

my dinner and the boyfriend's respectively, prearranged by him of course. (:
- classic French onion soup
- black mussels with martini rosso tomato sauce
- cream of wild mushroom soup
- grilled baby chicken
- Marriott's banana split ice cream

this will be how i look like when i grow fat. rofl.

it feels so much like a lil getaway
with nice scenery, bossa nova music playing in the background, kids playing in the pool.
i must be so absorbed in our conversations and the surrounding
that i didnt realise the waiter and waitress carrying out a birthday cake
till they started appearing and singing beside me. *beams.

we walked the streets a lil with our very full tummy
before heading back to his hall since the cake doesnt come with dry ice
for surprise celebration part deux! whooopee!
*chants imma happy girl imma happy girl...

*smiles smiles smiles. hops around.
i know you've put in a lot to make this day the best for me..
for all the times i get you frustrated,
for all the times i take you for granted,
for all the times i behave like a da xiao jie,
thank you for your abundance of love, patience and tolerance towards me.
I Love You, Baby! (:

2008-12-04T15:30:00.010+08:00

say HELLOOOO to tween world!

24th November 2008
the favorite girlies came over to surprise me!
all thanks to the boyfriend they got my schedule, reached my place before i was back, hid in the kitchen yard when the birthday cake was on the kitchen table :/
BUT I DIDNT EVEN NOTICE AT ALL. i must be blind.
no wonder mummy was acting weird. and laughing nonstop.

i asked for a photo of the both of them and they so had to pretend they are engaged in a conversation. :/
yes they are so cute,
they packed LJS to my house to eat because they had no time for dinner.
busy people.

anyhoos, THANK YOU,
for the surprise, for the presents, for the efforts (i know you both are busy girls)
and most importantly, thank you for these 8 years-and-still-counting friendship!
amidst those busy schedules of ours,
it's amazing how we always how countless stuffs to talk and laugh about even if it means meeting up once in a month!
i sure am looking forward to the next outing we have together! plans please!
thank you girlies me love you! :D
oh, and to your boyfriends too, for the wishes!

26th November 2008
lunch treat with darling evelyn at ASTON'S SPECIALTIES.
she refused to tell me which eating place but asked me 'what kind of animals do you not eat'.
HAHAHA. i knew it must be something to do with beef
but i was totally clueless since she emphasised that we'll be guinea pigs.
nice place. affordable. yummylicious food! (:

here's the birthday card she did for me! :D
and no darling, dont say you're not artistically inclined. me likey likey it!
thank you for lunch and the card, for being part of my tween celebration,
and for always being a wonderful listening ear. <3

27th november 2008
supposedly another gathering but rara and mery couldnt make it
mery, thank you for the call after your gig to wish me a 'happy birthday'!
wxsiepoo, rara and joel, thank you for the pretty bearbear!
it's been a good one year knowing you guys and gatherings never lack laughters.
even though first impressions built upon encounters that werent exactly favorable,
but im really glad we got to know each other better! (:
you've seen me both in tears and smiles, and you make school so much more an enjoyable place to be in.
thank you thank you thank you thank you!

her name is chloe and she's a new member of my bed family (:
isnt she lovely?

photos of the barbecue the previous week in celebration of joel's birthday
let's do it again but JOEL, you better not be late!

1st december 2008
lunch and shopping with isa and mel!
because we are so broke, we end up chilling at starbucks instead.
but fret not! we have plans for a tai-tai day some time soon! hehe.
after my vietnam trip! :D

(isabel! i like your handwriting!)
thanks love, for the card! and im glad you love my present to you too!
we share simply too much in common to not love you! (:

birthday this year's been full of surprises here there everywhere!
turning twenty seems slightly fun afterall! heh!
thank you all, and those who sent their wishes through texts/facebook/msn, for making my day!
(:

2008-11-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

because you are so sweet..

22nd November.
the dreadful day of leaving the teens and joining the tween world.
but i woke up happy to the sweet scent of the morning air,
or what seemingly felt sweet for no reasons since i was being forced to wake up.
it must be an instinct that something good was gonna happen
because next thing i know, the boyfriend was standing outside my toilet door with a cute lil cake.
:D :D :D :D :D
totally unexpected.
because we've agreed to celebrate it only after his papers,
and definitely a pleasant surprise!
didnt know mummy asked him along for lunch! sneaky..

thank you love,
for making twenty less scary,
for having only 3 hours of sleep and waking up at 6am to travel all the way down from ulu ntu,
for the surprise that made me smile the whole day and still smiling as im typing this,
for taking the time out and effort even though you have much on hand to revise,
and definitely, for loving me! (:

celebration at granny's after
meimei blew the candles and cut the cake like it was her birthday.
SHE IS SO CUTE!
im pretty sure she'll grow up to be vain. like very. haha!
no photos since i didnt bring my camera out unless my aunt happens to send the photos taken to me.

i cant wait for next week!
because besides the celebration that the boyfriend has in placed for me,
(which im still trying to gather more hints. driving me nuts to be kept in suspense but im so excited!!!)
im also finally getting to meet evie darling! (:
so hopefully i'll have more photos to upload wheeeee!
presents presents presents!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ME! (:

2008-11-16T22:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIG TWO ISABEL! (:

hope you had double the fun on your birthday because of my presence!
no of course not.
i hope you've enjoyed yourself, both the surprise dinner and the party at zouk after
i love you girl, for being a wonderful friend in my life! *big hugs.
for now, good luck for your coming papers!

2008-11-16T13:41:00.002+08:00

'only when you feel you can do justice'

i think i am incapable of that.
let it rain. let it wash everything away.
i am but far from perfection.
way. too. far.

2008-11-13T23:21:00.004+08:00

happy 5th monthsary, b! <3

hope you like the "surprise" yesterday!
the boyfriend had a hard time piecing the jigsaw together, it was hilarious!
but yes he found my missing mouth so i shant make fun of him.
me likey likey your present and i know you love mine too! :D

advanced birthday treat from isa today
manicure manicure we both have pretty nails now!
heh. thank you love!
you're turning twenty in THREE DAYS' time! O_O

im left with one final dateline on monday!
its the holidays! im smelling it im smelling it!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
but the poor boy has one week plus to go
and till he's done, it's two weeks to me flying off.. ):

moolahs, please drop from the sky?

2008-11-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

plaza sing. Quantum of Solace
chinatown. Dallas Chicken

school's been a major bitch
thus meeting up with the boyfriend becomes a weekly thing
except for the surprises here and there we drop for each other.
but this week, this week i got to see him three days in a row! :D
happy happy happy happy happy very happy!
im a lil on the high side now, (haha)
yet sadly my stress level is rising together with it. tsk.
once monday comes, everything's gonna happen in a flash.

monday - visual arts slide test
tuesday - management presentation and write-up
wednesday - marketing exam
thursday - critical writing essay
following monday - dance essay

and then it spells H.O.L.I.D.A.Y.
wish me luck seriously. i need loads of them. ):
aye. it's back to the datelines now bye.

p.s: i cant wait for the 12th!
p.p.s: i cant believe im turning twenty in two weeks' time! ):

2008-11-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

the boys are playing war craft now.
one in my room, and the other in the dining room.

weekend came early this week. (:
i must have been smiling nonstop since the surprise last night.
prolly smiling even during my sleep!
but the boyfriend's having a lil sniffing here and there ):
i hope he'll get well soon!
especially when exams are round the corner boo.

okay okay,
laters! :D

2008-11-07T00:10:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD

the boyfriend came all the way from ulu camp just to surprise me!
*hops around till i faint of dizziness.
:D

2008-11-04T12:44:00.000+08:00

i wonder if it's once again, another selfish thought of mine.

2008-11-02T16:39:00.002+08:00

i am suddenly so excited for the 12th to come
even though there's an exam
<3

2008-11-02T00:13:00.002+08:00

two more weeks to holidays
three weeks to my big two ): yes im not looking forward to it
(sigh im aging fast. no like. i wanna be forever eighteen)
three and a half weeks to boyfriend's holidays

i cant wait for the semester to end!

2008-10-30T01:51:00.006+08:00

could the stars hear me cry tonight?

/edit:
4:53AM
it's about to rain, i can hear the rumblings of the thunder.
my eyes are extremely tired
and my brain's processing real slow on the essay im working on.
i am about to give in to that bed of mine,
yet for some unknown reasons im still up.

and yes, it has started to rain..

6:08AM
my head's spinning
my eyes half their normal size, too swollen to start with
i just got caught by mummy for not being in bed.
essay's only a quarter done.
are my words still making sense?

7:51AM
im waiting for 11 to come.
i dont want you to miss your alarm.

but.
im feeling lightheaded.

12:30PM
there's still the essay to complete
but im tried.
i just wanna slip away from everything else
and sleep like a baby..

2008-10-26T14:06:00.003+08:00

I need to learn to understand.

/edit:
how many wrong turns do I wanna take before I make the right one?
how many lucky stars do I have left to count before all has lost its glow?
how many others would look pass and embrace my faults except you?

I Love You.
thank you for everything..

2008-10-23T20:08:00.002+08:00

i hope the word 'tired' will soon disintegrate amongst the many alphabets in my dictionary.
for the nagging fear that one day,
one day that will be the only word my brain sees and recognises
despite the countless reasons i feed myself with..

Period.

2008-10-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

(i know, i dont think this photo is very flattering either. im waiting for the ones in erzan's camera!)

friday. 171008.
dinner with wxsiepoo, celine, bridget and erzan! :D
like long lost friends instead
we did much catch up.
way moreeeee than i expected!
talked, complained, gossiped, mimicked,
we hopped from bayview cafe to coffeebean to minds cafe!
it was a hilarious night,
though my annoying cramps were creeping in alongside.

can we do it again pleaseeeee?
we have the other board games to try out!
after-all, sonia owes us one! HEH.

the folks left for a little getaway on saturday morning.
leaving the house to me and the brother.
i slept in till the boyfriend came
then it was dinner x-box and TEEVEE!
sunday was quiet and pretty much the usual. :/
dont worry mummy, (if you're reading this)
i did make sure didi study with me too!

okay that's all. i cant blog proper.
so next time!

p.s: i think im falling sick. ):

2008-10-17T03:52:00.003+08:00

TEASER!

CALLING OUT FOR ALL INTERESTED SINGLE FEMALES!

Eligible Bachelor in the house:
.Mr JEK.
Promising future.Compassionate and saucy.Musically inclined.
more than you can ask for!

Girls, start fighting now!
(interested parties please leave your contacts.)

ps: see mery, im nice to you. i HELP to advertise! so you can join da a.t.t.a.c.h.e.d club soon! :D

2008-10-12T16:25:00.005+08:00

happy 4th monthsary, b! <3

walked the malls yesterday, dinner at billy bombers.
had his favorite American Brownie and silly cam-whoring sessions.
time was on our side.
a visit to esplanade's roof terrace it is! (:

he says im always taking unglam photos of him.
so he's out to take revenge. ):

yes.
he insisted i have to take a photo of his favorite. tsk.
okay luh. i like it too! :D

rofl. we didnt plan this. you COPY CAT! >.<

the boyfriend started playing around with the camera functions,
capturing all the different colors around.
here's what he produced:

RED suspect spotted.
look, look, he's there! thereeeeeee!

and then it was home,
tea leaves eggs/herbal eggs? i dont know what it's called.
teevee, countdown, board games, sleep.
simple, but absolutely priceless! (:

iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou iloveyou
i love you many many! (:
orhor. i'll tell your mummy you had much bobochacha at my place that's why you're too full for her lunchie!
it's gonna be another week of hectic schedule
before the weekend comes again!
aye he's pretty much like in camp.
'ulu NTU camp' the way evie darling would say.
(p/s i need to meet up with you soon. (: but meanwhile, study hard!)

till the weekends come!
toodles! :D

2008-10-08T03:56:00.003+08:00

two-faced monster. how disgusting.
im a meanie, i'll bite! so dont bet on it. (:

workload's pilling up.
it's gonna be a busy month.
i need some motivations!
*starts banging head on wall.

WEEKENDS WEEKENDS i cant wait!
havent been taking much proper photos with the loverboy.
except for the usual silly, unglam and whatnots.
dont believe?
there you go.

counting down:
three
two
one

BYE! :D

2008-09-30T22:11:00.002+08:00

decided to give prawn-fishing a miss afterall.
sorry dears, will make up for it i promise!
let's do a meet-up soon, you're being badly missed!

am i taking long to heal?
the rain came at the right time. definitely.

2008-09-30T02:41:00.003+08:00

and i hope i'll be able to carry out those new rules i've set for myself..

yet another night.
burnt.

2008-09-30T00:49:00.001+08:00

alright kiddo,
now wipe your tears and be strong.

2008-09-28T14:43:00.006+08:00

one week of project week gone just like that.
much work to rush still,
*fingers and toes crossed. i can do it!

swimming and sunbathing with the boyfriend yesterday.
tampines swimming complex.
it's been eons since i last went there.
primary one? rofl.
they have cute baby pool now! :D
no photos because i dont want to bake my camera.

but of course there's the overdue ones (:
chinese garden last sunday,
the mid autumn festival event.
just because i said i wanna carry lanterns. HAHA.
but we didnt in the end though. *pouts.

OH OH.
there was an amazing candy drawing man there!
but i didnt get to take a picture of him doing his magic..

crashed the boy's hall supposedly to do some studying.
but we ended up snacking advising consoling having macs breakfast
blah blah blah.
oh look, that's lumpy the elephant!
he just bought it back from JP.
lumpy has a lump for his tail.
how cute. im so gonna watch the winnie the pooh film 'heffalump'!

darrenchua's 21st birthday celebration last saturday.
HAPPY TWENTY-FIRST!
dawnchua please upload the photos onto your blog.
and oh, of yesterday's dinner too! :D
though i doubt there's much since we were both busy babysitting.

tuesday prawn-fishing with the girls maybe.
till then,
toodles loveeeee! (:

2008-09-26T01:00:00.002+08:00

1.5 lesser.
waiting for the results can be so worrying..

2008-09-19T15:25:00.002+08:00

i look back and ask,
what have i not done?

my fears. i denied them.
my tears. i swallowed them.
those negative feelings,
the disappointment, the sadness,
i hid them..
all, for not adding on to your already existing workload.

yet i was still wrong.

2008-09-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

"Baby i'm almost an hour late,
but happy 100 days since we've been together..
love you lots and lots..
its been a real busy time.. and tough on you i know..
thank you for putting up with all the waiting
and erratic sides of me these few days.. /hugs"

just when i thought it was gonna be another night like the previous
of few words but hasty exchange of love,
your text came in..

(:

2008-09-15T23:11:00.002+08:00

so restless.
so very restless.

this is driving me insane.

2008-09-13T01:40:00.002+08:00

one, two, three months!
(:

sumo-piggy paid for our dinner at Mad Jack today!
left us both with well-fed tummies YUM.

this week has been a tiring and draining one.
for him.
with constant meetings and role issues,
much on the agenda are still waiting to be strike off.
understanding and independence,
i will learn that and be his comforting figure.

happy 3rd monthsary, b!
I Love You. <3

2008-09-09T19:27:00.008+08:00

Cause this girl is falling stupid for you
Oh, oh stupid for you..

060908
the boyfriend's 22nd :D

surprise birthday celebration in hall on thursday.
camped in his friend's room
preparing the disgusting beard papa cream puffs
with extra sauces that stink much.
wasabi. mayonnaise. chili tomato sauce. cheese. soy sauce.
you name it you have it. EEEEW.
till he was finally being dragged off to dinner and voting,
we entered and positioned in his room waiting heh.

funny how he exclaimed proudly that i have the exact pair of slippers
when he saw the many slippers of ours outside his neighbor's room. :/
the boy sure took damn long to get his key into the key hole
for he happily ate his waffle outside his room
waiting for his roomie to return from the toilet.
ohmygosh. kill me.

see, they got pretty bored waiting.

finally.
after much shushing and false alarms.
tadah! SURPRRRISSSEEEEEEE!

stupid. i was being forced to eat the disgusting cream puff too.
all because smarty-pant knows they're up to no good
and so i had to be the guinea pig.
baby how could you!

hall tradition, they say.
a bucket of cold water over.

we look like we're dancing!
not.
the birthday boy gets to decide the fate of the extra piece of cake.

ON MY FACE.
yes, you've guessed it right.
like smeared shit. nasty!

on the body, on the face, on the hair...
say hi to the dirty children! wheeeeeeee!

friday morning. time to unwrap presents!
hid it under his bed the night before. hehe.
those forced and similar expression
when i attempt to make him pose with the presents.
SO CUTE! *pinches cheeks.

sun tanning for less than half hour,
the weather's too cloudy for anything boo.
walked the streets,
then dinner at buckaroo on saturday night. (:

happy 22nd birthday, baby! <3
hope you had a great weekend out!

the three days spent together,
of crazy hilarious photos,
of snacking and pigging out non-stop,
of having everything to only ourselves..

i had a glimpse of how life would be like with you,
and now i cant help asking for more..
i love you. many many. (:

2008-09-03T18:17:00.003+08:00

two days of school and the rest off.
im almost done with the presents! :D
this week is sucha good week
i cant wait for tomorrow to come!!!

gosh.
i am more than just happy.
i am over the moon!

2008-08-30T22:03:00.006+08:00

birthday dinner with the family and the boyfriend
after much squeezing and pushing at comex today.
im so full now i feel like sleeping!
took many silly photos in the car. as usual. :/

oh yes.
since everyone is doing it,
i decided to join in the yearbook craze! (:
here are the few funnier ones.

my personal favorite!
the classic yearbook smile :

the boyfriend's not lacking behind too!
gosh. im having a laughing fit now.

double chin! ROFL!

and i think we both look pretty good with afro yo!
hahahahahahahahahaha!

*coughs. enough of nonsense.
the boy's birthday is in a week's time!
okay bye.

2008-08-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

. the boyfriend painted his own train carriage for the JCRC banner painting.
he has got hair like flames! how cute!

. drawn with lipstick by his friends during FOC camp.
he prolly had a hard time scrubbing it off. :/

. another one, while he was waiting for banner painting to start.

he definitely has his ways to make me smile..
how not to miss him bad with such mms coming in!
i cant cant cant wait for the weekends to come and next week's gonna be a blast!
shiok or what,
next wednesday thursday friday saturday sunday NO SCHOOL! :D
yes yes i know what's on your mind you cheeky boy!
but no, you're not gonna have a five day birthday celebration.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! <3
bet you had a great romantic date with daddy today!
though it'll be better without the heavy rain.
i know you like our surprise. hehe!
love you much! (:

(funny how i cant seem to blog properly today. my thoughts are so scattered.)

2008-08-25T17:34:00.004+08:00

'bumbum we need to help junwei do something you mind?'
and so the boyfriend left me amidst the crazy crowd of people
to get the surprise gift for his friend's date
while i was made to buy finger-food enough for two.
just as i was commenting and laughing over his friend's crazy idea,
questioning how they got to know each other,
what and when we were supposed to help him yada blah
did i realise all was an excuse,
but a surprise from the boyfriend himself!

yes. the singapore fireworks celebration 2008! :D
but again i was denied the chance to be at the grandstand
for whoever that guy was misplaced the vip tickets
and we had to make do with the artiste pass boo.
still,
the fireworks were awesome!
those breathtaking moments were beyond words of description
i likey likey likey likeeeeeeeeeee! ((((((((((((((((:
pity there was the earlier rain,
else it'll be such pretty photos without the smoke!

oh. did i mention?
i hearts my boyfriend!
and I LOVE SATURDAYS wheeeeeeee!

2008-08-21T18:05:00.005+08:00

of truth and lies i will not pursue.
for attentions are constantly shifting away
from what caused my disappointment and anger.
i care less about what happened.
but how i was instead,
being punished to be lost to sight.
now who's harping on the wrong truth.
i wonder.

so this will be the last from me.
i want no more hollywood scripts.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------
i read, she lazed
at times i gazed
her room was a maze
a walk left me dazed!

the night was chilly
our mouths so itchy
we had corn and soupy
it was all so yummy!

a day initially for school
turned out a day just for us two!
she woke up and i shouted 'boo!'
It was way damn cool!

reading and clearing
add in the loving
a lovely day from the beginning
what more to ask for? Really nothing!

-lovedusted by boyfriend!

2008-08-21T02:12:00.003+08:00

the boyfriend surprised me at school today
after my dreadful marketing class at 10pm.
contrary to the bad morning that i had,
that lovely surprise made up for everything! :D

thank you boyfriend,
love love you much! *big bear hugs!

our pretty sumo-piggy box
which the boyfriend dug out amongst my warchest of rubbish! :/

i will be back with more photos and much decisions made.
toodles all,
we're off to make some cupcorn for ourselves yum!
((((((((:

2008-08-18T21:39:00.004+08:00

and so i have deleted it.
for i dont want to look childish
by replying comments of such nature.

weekends seem to whizz pass fast.
prolly because i have much on my agenda.
not.
oh yes! im so proud of myself!
i've finally managed to change the blogskin all on my own!
and one for the boyfriend too. :D
ps : the L O V E are the navigators.
have to say this, else i'll be so sad with no tags HAHA.

anyhoos, friday was off to the wushu nationals
to support our dear simin.
you go girl, gold medal wheeeee!
more more medals in the years to come!
im so proud of you! YAY YAY YAY! (:

needless to say,
rest of the weekends was spent with the boyfriend! hehe.
much heart-to-heart talks and silly moments together.
burping and swallowing chewed food laughing till our tummies ache
was a total unglam.
i even did his readings for him!
am i good or what. *smug grins.
okay, he wants me to upload this so-not-cute photo

week three into school term and it still feels like holiday.
i seriously need to get down to work.
the stack of research and readings to be done
are soon blocking up my view. pfft.
disorientation.
is no good.

2008-08-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

table for many
only two taken
nothing close to a romantic candlelight dinner
but the moments exchanged were priceless.

happy second monthsary b! <3

2008-08-12T03:07:00.002+08:00

that very first breather
away from me
says pretty much everything..

2008-08-10T23:48:00.008+08:00

I TOTALLY DIG NDP! :D

kudos to the boyfriend,
we've got ourselves seated right next to the vips!
and for the first time despite the earlier rain
i sang the national anthem, pledge and songs
with pride. heh.

thank you for the surprise!
it's definitely the best present
for our second monthsary! <3

2008-08-04T21:33:00.005+08:00

school has officially started for me.
first lesson today after THREE MONTHS of holiday.
i will and am gonna learn to like my course.
yes. i will.
pfffftttttt. *throws a tantrum. boo.

timetable's rather easy.
but wait till we fit in the attachment schedules.
hopefully it'll be good!
else will hafta work something out with the boyfriend.
*psst. i think im becoming surprisingly sticky.
hmmmmmmmmmm.

anyhoos,
went to join in the boyfriend's FOC camp!
okay luh. more like to see him luh.
and i brought much happy food
for that sweet toothed of mine! (((:

baking at darling evie's was F.U.N!
though we had to be wonderwomen that night,
we made it nonetheless!
yay HIGH FIVE darling! :D
oh i helped with the frosting on her cupcakes!
and yes i know my tiramisu cake looks ugly
but afterall it was my FIRST try heh!
more bakings hokay, darling?

so here's what i did so far.
anand, joel and josh.
hope they liked their birhtday present! (:

2008-08-03T00:11:00.001+08:00

I WANT MY HOOLA HOOP VIDEO OF MY BOYFRIEND
BACK IN MY CAMERA NOW NOW NOW!!!!
)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

i cant believe i deleted it by accident
without even watching it once.

2008-07-29T21:29:00.003+08:00

work work work.
last day of work tmr yay!
and then it's dinner with darling evie!
(((((((((((((:

i cant wait for thursday to come!
i miss my boyfriend boo.
and school is starting in
6
5
4
3
2
1 days.

peace out yo!

2008-07-24T23:26:00.007+08:00

HELLO WORLD! (:
the previous week had been a blast!
there are way more photos
but till i get them from dawnchua,
make do with mine. heh.

sleepover at the granny's and
clarke quay with the favorites!
couldnt ask for more!

steamboat with the boyfriend!
how am i ever gonna put on weight
with only dinner as a proper meal?
thank goodness, school's so gonna solve that!
(oh. look at his face staring at the game machine!)

babysitting two hyperactive kids
when their mummy's off to the dentist!
hokay.
make it three kids, including the boyfriend.
while i had gooey mooey chewy pooey on my head,
the boyfriend won them over easy by lunchtime.
HOW UNFAIR! *folds arms.

josh : are you coming to the airport tomorrow?
me : yeaps! (:
josh : yay! :D then is korkor eric coming too?
me : *shakes head.
josh : ohhkayy.. good. because he is stinky and he has got poopoo on his head! HAHAHAHAH!
me : noooooooooooooooooooooo!
joel : noo! he isnt stinky and he's got no poopoo on his head!
*tugs my hand and looking all upset.
joel : i want korkor eric to come tomorrow..
awwwwww. isnt he sucha sweetie?
and so the boyfriend promised he'll go to the airport
when joel asked him over the phone. (:

and to the boyfriend,
thank you for making the effort to wake up so early the past two days
just so to accompany me and to make the kiddos happy! (((:
not forgetting the presents you've got them,
their dirty hands all over your shirt,
the funny stuffs we've come up with for the S word and D word,
and especially joining team to bully me BOO!
you sure have gotten yourself an invitation over to perth already!
it's been really wonderful having you around.. <3

2008-07-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

and i managed to surprise the boyfriend
while he was having his FOC meeting in hall today
YAY YAY DOUBLE YAY!
(((((((((((((((:

my eyes are tired.
im having a yawning fit.
i've nothing to do.
should i go to bed
or should i just. stone.

busy weeks ahead.
wednesday seems too fast to come.
the khoos will be back in aussie soon.
I CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!

2008-07-19T14:38:00.001+08:00

have i forgotten how it feels like
to be neglected by someone close to heart?
then why am i doing such.

stinks. totally.

2008-07-19T13:21:00.010+08:00

here's some overdue photos.
photos of the cousins will be till the next post!

thank you boyfriend,
for all the efforts and surprises
to make the first monthsary
a wonderful one..

heh.
me love all three surprises!
esp little snowflake bear in a parcel
ON MY BED when i returned home. (((:
thank you for the lil photo montage and roses too! <3

and i know you like my SECRETS too.
since you're pinning up the collage in hall hehe.
my first ever completed portrait drawing.
dot. dot. dot.
one. by. one.

some photos from PEAR-IS-OH-ATE.
(the way laoren named it)
im really really lazy to upload all.
maybe i'll post more when i feel like it. HA!

okay till then, toodles!

2008-07-08T04:28:00.002+08:00

is the weather giving me a sleepless night.
or are there just too many knots in mind?

it's been a long time
since i last post anything personal
here..
have i become too conscious
of who's reading it?
i'll come up with a better way.
to let it all out.
just you wait.

2008-07-07T01:23:00.002+08:00

i have plans to abandon you.
but till then,

we'll just settle for this.

2008-06-24T16:03:00.012+08:00

hello world! (:
im back after a long hiatus.
here's photos from paris!
there are alot more but i dont think im gonna upload them..
lucky those who've alrdy seen all the photos! *winks.

more photos of other events up soon
i promise!
been busy meeting people and
passing them gifts..
LOVE YOU ALL! <3
esp those who stay close..

*oh! and thank you evelyn darling
for the yummylicious muffins!
baking sessions soon aye? YAY! ((:

2008-06-01T03:07:00.002+08:00

im flying off to paris later..
im starting to feel excited, then again,
im starting to miss certain people..
im not sure how things will be like when im back, but.
im gonna try to handle them well,

whatever that's awaiting for me..
till then, it's
BONJOUR PARIS! (:

2008-05-29T15:25:00.003+08:00

of smiles and surprises
of pretty roses and special words
i thank each day you give
and the next that follows..
despite every knotty situations that comes
with anger and tears desperately seeking for peace
in silence you swallowed each painful blow i give
only for me to step out from the world of grey
i thank you again for your love
and every little thing that you do..

2008-05-27T18:17:00.002+08:00

and to butt butt,

thank you for eeyore, spots and poupy! (:
i'll miss you so..

2008-05-27T15:28:00.002+08:00

and so i promised to blog before i leave..

blogger's being annoying.
or rather my macbook's being annoying.
eversince it came back from apple care centre,
i can no longer upload photos directly from iphoto library.
pfft.what a bother. :/
so we'll hafta wait.
till i have the mood for photos.

FIVE more days before i fly off.
i'll miss everyone and anyone! ((:

to wxsiepoo, you have me for ten days wheeeeee!
to SVG, prawnfishing when im back pleaseee! ((:
*and vanessasweets, im glad you're happy and surprised heh!
to evie and trish darling, meet up when im back okayyy!
to netteyap and dawnchua, i'll miss you both! <3
to isa dearie, i remember our date yo!

that's all for now,
i'll blog soooooooooonnnnnn..
with photos! loves!

2008-05-18T14:55:00.002+08:00

i just realised how long i havent been blogging.
:/
here are some overdue photos on labor day.
photos on the night out with the beloved class will be up soon.
till then..

2008-05-03T01:55:00.001+08:00

interest versus reality

take your pick.
im a confused girl.

2008-04-16T01:58:00.002+08:00

it's being nice spending time with them again. (:
hours like that seem so hard to achieve nowadays..

2008-04-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

of sanitary pads and panty liners.

10:57:15 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: my menses coming
10:57:20 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: face very very cui now
10:57:29 PM gilian*kiss away night: haha mine is here alrdy
11:00:02 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: boo hoo
11:00:03 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: dont like
11:00:59 PM gilian*kiss away night: what to do. chop of our punanis la
11:25:11 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: hahhaha!
11:25:16 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: no pussy left already
11:25:53 PM gilian*kiss away night: hahahahah
11:26:15 PM gilian*kiss away night: good whatt then no cramps and no blood
11:26:29 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: no hormones
11:26:41 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: no fuse!
11:26:43 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: yay!
11:26:47 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: teh ping everyday!
11:28:28 PM gilian*kiss away night: yesssssssssss!
11:28:39 PM gilian*kiss away night: no fuss abt stains or pads
11:28:53 PM gilian*kiss away night: can throw them dwn the window and let them fly
11:28:55 PM gilian*kiss away night: !
11:29:05 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: weee!
11:29:12 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: like plastic aeroplanes!
11:29:25 PM gilian*kiss away night: yes then we can shoot into other pple's window too
11:29:38 PM gilian*kiss away night: and we can all play paper, uh no, plastic areoplanes!!
11:29:41 PM gilian*kiss away night: ((:
11:29:47 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: HAHAAHHAHA1
11:29:59 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: my aeroplane very big one lo
11:30:05 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: sure crash urs imm!
11:30:08 PM gilian*kiss away night: mine slim fit seh
11:30:16 PM gilian*kiss away night: sure can glide and cut thru yours
11:30:19 PM gilian*kiss away night: hehe
11:30:49 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: mine very big one and powerful, gt turbo charged wins to boost power smmore!
11:31:30 PM gilian*kiss away night: HAHAHAHAHA then i throw my green tea scented pantyliners as bombs to distract your big planess!
11:31:36 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: WAH!
11:31:50 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: mine anti bacterial and no scented better!
11:31:58 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: can defuse ur bombs!
11:32:23 PM gilian*kiss away night: noooo. my green tea scented ones will explode and fill the earth with smell of green tea
11:32:36 PM gilian*kiss away night: the all your planes will be under my green tea spell
11:32:47 PM gilian*kiss away night: and they will be under my control muahahaha
11:32:49 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: HHAHAHAHAAHH!
11:33:11 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: then i will send my underwater turbines!
11:33:21 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: submarine to bom all ur land!
11:35:33 PM gilian*kiss away night: i will built spikes underneath so that once your submarine comes it will bite like a shark and burst your submarine like balloons wheee
11:35:53 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: EEEKKK
11:36:03 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: wheere can built spikes one
11:36:35 PM gilian*kiss away night: cannn. my land power whatt
11:36:42 PM gilian*kiss away night: you scared rightt
11:37:18 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: i lunch parachuts army then u know!
11:37:25 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: darling! we are damn sick and funny!
11:38:58 PM gilian*kiss away night: then my stealth pantyliner fighters to bomb your army troops till they dieeee
11:39:05 PM gilian*kiss away night: hahaha yess imagine i post this on my blog.
11:39:07 PM gilian*kiss away night: damn funny la
11:39:20 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: go post la!
11:39:22 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: damn funny!@
11:39:29 PM gilian*kiss away night: ons
11:39:30 PM gilian*kiss away night: !
11:39:32 PM gilian*kiss away night: i will post it
11:39:39 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: my overnight tanks are built to last okays!
11:39:42 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: i m nt scared!
11:40:15 PM gilian*kiss away night: what overnight tanks all. i poke them only they'll start to deflate!
11:41:45 PM *evelyn a lifetime of love: wont lo, with the gd absorbancy ability and liquid retention and leakeage protection, u thnk u can poke easily man!
11:42:27 PM gilian*kiss away night: okay i admit defeat. *waves white undies.

2008-03-31T01:01:00.005+08:00

the twenty-first epoch.

2008-03-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

happy TWENTY-FIRST my beloved darling! ((:
through good times and bad..
i love you. as always.

2008-03-28T23:02:00.002+08:00

GISELLE IN THE PARK (:
fort canning green it is
a dramatic landscape of magnificent trees
honoring the lil humans dancing away.
under the twilight we sat
of beautiful love we witnessed.

2008-03-27T02:45:00.002+08:00

sleep is taking over me time and again.
i struggle hard to not drift away.
the song playing in the background,
a flood of swirling emotions,
i let it drip.

2008-03-17T21:33:00.006+08:00

V is very very extraordinary,

2008-03-12T03:26:00.002+08:00

and in three days time,
we'll go our separate ways.

you and me
we took long to open our hearts.
yet we have to bid goodbye
in such abrupt moments of pleasure.
the lost i'd anticipated
with the promises we made,
leaves me nothing but a surreal future.
so tell me, what happens next?

2008-03-07T05:00:00.002+08:00

i need time.
i want time.
but i dont have time.

i wanna run away.
i am running away.
but i cant seem to run away.

someone
please please please
save me.

2008-03-02T19:08:00.001+08:00

broken
by the rules of love.

2008-02-27T01:51:00.002+08:00

many words left unspoken
much feelings left untouched..
and to that special you,
happy twenty first birthday.
(:

2008-02-27T01:18:00.009+08:00

monday night out at gardens.
of unfulfilled dreams and desires.
my silly wxsie.y,
love you loads okays! *hugs

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY my dearest simin! ((:
big two alrdy yo!
so so glad you loved the present we got for you!
more surprises next year we promised
when you welcome the 21st heh!
8 years and counting
loves!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY yankeng dear! (:
quote joel :
'got shalom downstairs!'

2008-02-19T01:17:00.001+08:00

yet at times
i can be so right,
and you so predictable.

2008-02-18T00:13:00.002+08:00

the once so familiar name
screaming out to me,
leaving me with no choice
but to leave it untouched for 3 hours.
you caught me unprepared.
as always.

and so you did made yourself a part of
my post valentine's.

2008-02-14T23:15:00.009+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S! <3
rise and shine a day of love,
a date with favourite Mr Art.
away from the bustling town,
right to an offshore we settled down.
with patience i smoothed you once,
moaning beneath my boldly touch.
and together we create,
of sparks and pleasure that remains.

pre-valentine's we embraced,
coloured petals i gave with love.
candlelight we dined at Alps,
of laughters and joy from within.
Jumper jumped us round the world,
with ink on nails we paint the day!
((:

up and down we hopped around
bikini shopping with isa love!
and till the last we combed through,
we picked you out with pride and smiles!
of random crave we savour,
canon versus canon snap snap snap!

CHINESE NEW YEAR
money oh money roll in pleaseeee!
yummy food to put on with
and if i ask you if i do,
please say yes for i'll love you!

2008-02-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

what am i supposed to say to make myself feel better?
what reasons should i give
to convince myself it's just you?

2008-02-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

love this photo to bits!
(:

2008-02-04T23:26:00.000+08:00

loveOVERyouenddontSMASHEDsurvivenext
your words
drowned me once again
in my cold reality.
your smile
deeply etched with pain
melted the untouchable.

and i thought i've kept it locked beyond my reach..

2008-02-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

tanning beneath the gloomy clouds